It’s hard to pretend I’m happy. It’s hard to pretend I’m okay. Losing a loved one is never easy.
It’s raining really hard today. The rain seems to pour endlessly. They say, when it rains, it pours. Indeed it does. Grief after grief. It is a gloomy day today and it seems that the gloom doesn’t fade. We’ve lost a loved one today. And no amount of grief or regret in some ways can ever change what has happened.
But I take comfort in the thought that he is an angel coming home to heaven. Our hearts are breaking and our soul is crushed but the heaven rejoices because an angel has come home.
He has been sick for quite a while now. Always complaining of the pain. Just last night I heard him groaning in pain. Now the pain is gone and so is he. If this is God’s way of taking away the pain, who are we to question? God has a purpose for everything. And I believe all things work together for good.
Time heals all things. The pain will be gone. The sadness will fade. And there is nothing I can do but look forward to the time when we will all be together again in heaven.